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So there was a sleeptrain ad on the radio while this window opened. so i'm pretty frustrated with this summer. i'm pretty much gonna give up until I find a way to get back on my bike. My phone is gonna be on silent or vibrate mode for a while. LABELED AS A LIAR. There's no point anymore. I gotta write out the Prcon List. Sometimes I wish i could peek at God's list to figure out what i'm supposed to do. A little peek at the future.It makes me feel better to write. i get a little too emotional now. Watched the Bleeding Love Lyrical HipHip routine from SYTYCD by Chelsie and Mark. Makes me cry everytime. So I don't have anyone to play with. M

So, Here I am again.  Havn't been on for ages. Well, I "just got of the phone' with the boyfriend. Yeaahh, my calls got dropped one after the other. So, I figured that I shouldn't call anymore. It's a bad reason, but yeah. I think everytime I call and it gets dropped it just makes him more and more angry at me. Losing his patience slowly. Yeah, it frustrates me.. it hurts.  Especially with all the crap that's been going out here at home.  He just doesn't quite understand. I should be writing a song about these kinds of things, but I hate writing it on paper. Like twice in the shower, I sang a song, the same song actually, that I just made up